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Literature
Metaphysical Pain
Chest pain
Heart pain
Mind pain
Head pain
Two are very physical...
The others, weeellll, they can be too.
It's a suffering that comes from
Not knowing what to do.
It's a suffering that comes from
Wondering what is true.
It's a pain that breaks the body,
Breaks the spirit,
Breaks the soul.
It's a pain that leaves one broken,
Hollow, empty,
Less than whole.
It's an aching pain
That leaves one longing,
Longing for relief.
It's a stabbing pain
That leaves one hoping,
Hoping in belief.
Belief that maybe, somehow,
This pain can soon be healed.
But it depends upon the bridges,
Or the walls, inside, we build.
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Literature
If you only knew... If only I could tell you.
Originally written; April 22, 2017.
But if you only knew...
I want to tell you what hurts my heart so bad;
But it's not in me to leave you feeling sad.
I ignore the pain, to let you live your life.
If only I could tell you...
How much it's killing me inside.
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Literature
Unexpected
I always feared this day would come.
But maybe not so fast...
Maybe not so sudden.
I always knew this day would end.
But maybe not so dark...
Maybe not so hurting.
It wasn't unexpected,
But still... It left a hole.
I wasn't prepared for heartache...
And now you've left me, all alone.
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Literature
I Give Up
It's not always easy
To let God be
Your helping hand.
It's not always easy
To find the perfect place
On which to stand.
Because sometimes it's hard to tell the difference-
Between solid ground
Or sinking sand.
Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference-
Between what we want
And what's for Him.
So which way do we turn,
When all that's left is God
Saying "Take
My
Hand."
Which way do we choose,
When we know
We've got
No-thing left
To
Lose
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Literature
I Wish...
I wish I had
Got to know you better
I wish I had
Taken time to say... Whatever
I wish I had
Realized what you had above me
 I wish you had
 Taken time to show me
I wish you had
Got to know me better
I wish you had
Taken time to say... Whatever
I wish you had
Realized what I had above you
 I wish I had
 Taken time to show you
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Literature
Watch Your Step
In the game of love
Hearts are easily broken
Won over and over
Like collection tokens
You must tread lightly
Take your time
Walk in a steady
Solid line
Watch your step
But trust your heart
Just be careful or
You'll fall apart
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Literature
If I Trust You... Will You Stay?
I'm not trying to read
Into what's been spoken
Still looking for the piece
To mend what's broken
I'm not trying to rely
On what's been said
Carefully, carefully
I lightly tread
This hallowed ground
Is something new
I wonder if what I see
Is truly you
You fill the empty
Hollowed holes
Lifting me up
As life takes its tolls
I'm afraid to cross
That final line
To watch again
As hearts entwine
It's so hard to give
It all away
When there's no guarantee
You'll actually stay
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Literature
And when...
I never realized how easy it would be... to let go... To stand as one moment changed my world.
I always dreaded it. Didn't want this time to come.
But now, you've made it so much easier. So much easier than you will ever know...
That one mistake you made... Has made me want to let you go.
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Literature
Underneath
How many have you told?
I wonder, who all else can see?
It's your words against my actions,
How much harder could it be?
No words could ever recreate
What I've felt inside. You see,
It's not the same as what,
On the outside, it merely appears to be.
Why must it be so hard?
To convince these tainted souls,
That behind all of this masquerade
There's nothing left but hollow holes
Am I who I appear to be?
Behind these dying eyes.
Is there more to greet these empty hearts,
Than such a simple, broke disguise?
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Literature
Me vs. What You See
You see me, there... From the outside.
But, what do you really see?
I bet it looks, like, like I have my life together. It looks like I'm a success. You look at me and think "What? What could possibly go wrong for her?"
You look at me, and who you see, is not really who I see -- at all.
I'm the one
Still standing tall
The one who seems
To have survived the fall
I'm the one
With the strongest heart
The one who seems
To not fall apart
I'm the one
Who has it all together
At least from what they see
I'm someone better
But deep inside
That's so untrue
I'm broken even more
Than you
But what would you say
How would you act
If you saw me fall
Apart at last?
If I became
Someone much less
Than what you count to me
My best
Would you still see
Me standing tall?
Or would you look
To me at all?
I see myself; a broken heart, weighed down by all that I have lost.
I see myself; as someone new, but still not who you thought you knew.
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Literature
When Smiles Deceive What You Believe
I'm beginning to learn that
Not everyone who makes me smile
Is different, in the sense that
They deserve to know me
I used to let them know
When that uncontrollable grin spread
Across my face, in the sense that
They were the ones making me happy
Maybe it's just that I
Have found a state where I can be
Happy, in the sense that
I no longer need someone to make me smile
I've been betrayed too many times
By the smiles I've attributed to
Those ones who seem different
Gifted with some special ability
I've read too much into
What I thought they made me feel
And they've lead too much on to
What they let me think was real
Now it's hard to know
If i should trust the smiles
And the way they make me feel
And it's harder, still, to say
If I should keep it secret
Or to give myself away
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Breaking
My heart, is - Breaking
Tears are, slow - Escaping
I feel - Empty.
What do I, have - To do,
To get past how I feel - Towards you?
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Literature
You've Got
You've got
The cutest voice
The cutest smile
Everything about you
Makes you worth my while
You've got
The smallest hands
The biggest heart
I can't help but feel
You're my missing part
You've got
The softest eyes
The warmest soul
And it's in your arms
That I feel whole
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Literature
Free Falling
Open roads
Empty thoughts
Chasing speeds
Through the dark
Silent whispers
Words unsaid
Pounding out
Inside my head
An empty seat
Next to me
In the car
Where you should be
Music blaring
Through the still
As I try so hard
Just to fill
All these empty thoughts
Of where each of us should be
But driving through the darkness
Alone, finally I feel free
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Hearts Changed
In holding hands, and parting ways
Where secrets kept will ever stay
Inside the mysteries of mind
An ache for what we've yet to find
Hearts beat as one; or so we're told
As secrets of our dreams unfold
The stories that we've kept so dark
Are brightened, as we now embark
A new beginning, at the end
A fantasy, now, not pretend
And all the love that's showing through
Exactly what I saw in you
A friendship, now, forever changed
The mysteries of mind, arranged
And all that's left holds so much more
Than anything we had before
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Literature
Your Love
Your love has left scars
That burn and ache
And I'm stuck wondering
Where I made the mistake
When I should have let go
I kept holding on
And that's probably not
The first time I went wrong
Your love has changed
The ways that I feel
And I'm stuck wondering
Which ones are for real
Why every time
I close my eyes
I'm reminded of
All your goodbyes
Your love holds secrets
I've yet to find
But I'm still struggling
With what's left behind
It's all become
Too much to hold
And I'm fighting for
Just a bit of control
Cause it's breaking down
What's left of me
Still holding to
What your love could be
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Existential Crisis
All around me I see others happiness
But I have none of my own
Sadness burning in my heart
And pain inside my chest
A void of numbness
Is all that's there
I'm left here alone
In this world of pointlessness
Losing feeling of who I used to be
Unable to smile
Unable to laugh
Unable to feel the warmth of others
Only the cold chill of nothing
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When I'm Gone
A field this morning glows
While beneath the cold river flows
Church bell ringing from across town
While the sun is ready to follow me down
Hold on by yourself
Last a little while
Love this world
With a quiet smile
It’s my time to go
Grownup eyes in the face of a child
Shining out a fever bright candle
Lighting up the sky free and wild
It was nothing I could handle
Hold me in your heart
Hold on by yourself
Last a little while
Love this world
With a quiet smile
It’s my time to go
Bare branches out here scrape the sky
I know there’s no reason to cry
These times come and go
I’ll be down below
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Burning Hearts
I hear a truth, a rising shout
I hear the lost crying out
I hear the truth, within, without
Ain’t no hiding out
Shadows are here to call us out
I can feel our fears, here they come rising
But it don’t matter, our hearts keep burning
Keep burning
Shadows keep on calling us out
We are heroes born
Heroes from our darkest time
‘Cause there’s no light way down here
We are heroes born
Heroes in these darkest times
Heroes who rise up above
Heroes, oh I know
We are heroes born
The rest all run, the rest can all hide
Heads down, we’ll keep going
Not quiet, there ain’t no good night
No silence here, we’re getting louder
Oh no, no we can’t  be silent
We are heroes born
Heroes in these darkest times
Heroes who rise up above
Heroes, oh I know
We are heroes born
When the night is at it’s darkest
We’ll stand there and call it
Raise our light against the darkness
When the night is at it’s darkest
We’ll stand there and call it
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Literature
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Mines. A majesty of magical might.
Ores of austere thought.
A pale light within the bright
Warmth against a distance wrought
Measures. Time. Ostracized by selfish cold
A singularity in silent scream
Abuse to scar, within to hold
The grace and dimming gleam
Growing. The spectre of shadows' loom
Ghosts of pain-filled memory
Wounds that bleed the soul of bloom
Listing in pure sincerity
Gems of profundity whispering their gleam
Alloys smelt of soul
Colors blur into the sheen
A hammer rings control
Sadism. A blacksmith of horror at her work
Darkest alloys sharp
Lore in luster, profound a perk
Music from a harp
Notes of night in melody
The soul begins to sing
The good within, dichotomy
Against the crafts that bring
A precipice of pressure pierced
A hole within that bleeds
A rupture of reality fierce
By malice and her deeds
Will that keeps the heart alive
Compassion still stands defied
Against the enemy to bend subside
The still beating heart denied
Sheer. The sheltered walls of home and soul
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Literature
Sweetest World
It’s a sweet life I’m told
We give it all
To hold us up
Now hold me up into the sun and watch me burn
I come undone
And come apart when all is lost
Madness
Madness that I believe in
A mad world is what we know
That won’t give up the beauty that we know
A mad world is all we know
But still we give it all
Nothing to hold me up
I try to give and all I get is hurt
But its okay
I’ll feel faded today
Spirits I know
I can find some peace
In this world
Through this world
A mad world is what we know
That won’t give up the beauty that we know
A mad world is all we know
But still we give it all
Sweetness and buildup
In my own hair shirt
It’s a sweet life I know
Here in the afterglow
Spirits I know
I can find some peace
In this world
Through this world
A mad world is what we know
That won’t give up the beauty that we know
A mad world is all we know
But still we give it all
Sweetness that burns when I hold
We appall
It’s all set up
And we all fall dow
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Literature
April 1st 2017 (Find the Core)
It hurts, oh gods how the fear tears into me
I’d scream, but it’s my weakness to screw me.
Silvered brick homes and trees of burning bone
Hiding prying eyes, bloody eyes drew me.
Across crimson plains, across umbral steppes
This burning wind of doubt blows right through me.
Rip aside the flesh, toss aside the soft
I will be an unfeeling statue me.
There’s a thousand empty doors in this land
And a hundred thousand hounds that chew me.
It’s only when there’s nothing at all left
That I’ll break free of failure a new me.
So cast it aside, James throw it away
The truth is I never really knew me.
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Literature
April 12th 2017 (Waiting for Warmth)
A grey day suits me
The sky matching to my mind
Waiting for a light
To break this flat landscaping
Bathing us in golden warmth
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Literature
brains
threads entangle
circuits exposed
waves cascade
contacts corrode
signals routed
cognizant realm
kingdom command
hand on the helm
sparks igniting
undergrowth burns
debris mounting
overload concerns
alarms clamoring
attention span
misinformation
emergency plan
nuance awareness
shoelace charade
loose ends contending
to join the parade
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Literature
pictures
pictures of the pain
in your book remain
someday you will
pull them out again
discover you still care
uncover your heart bare
touch the scars of what you feel
and know that you are real
and know that you are real
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Literature
I can't choose
I can't tell which I would rather have
To be alone forever without any friends
Or constantly be betrayed an rejected
One hurts a lot forever
It never goes away
And only gets worse with time
The other gives you hope
And then crushes it along with your heart
Over and over and over again
A never ending cycle of pain
That's the one I'm in right now
And I wonder when it will have gone on long enough
Long enough to break me
Long enough to kill all of my emotions
Until I can't feel anymore
I won't be able to smile
I won't be able to laugh
I won't be able to feel love ever again
So which would hurt less?
To be alone without a single person to call my friend
Or be played with like a toy
Then thrown away when I'm no longer useful
Constantly asking what's wrong with me
Why am I never good enough
I'm just so tired of this pain
But I still can't figure out what would hurt less
To be alone
To be betrayed
Eventually I'll have to choose
So which one will I pick
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Literature
i was never worth this
i.
i check your wrists when you're not looking,
because i'm afraid that if i don't, i'll miss something i should ask about.
i know you confessed in the past tense,
but it's easy to let old habits sneak back up on you after you thought you buried them.
and you know what they say:
they die hard.
ii.
i never thought i'd find someone who hates to cry
as much as i do.
the only difference is that i do it far too often,
and you don't do it enough.
iii.
you told me you liked to draw,
but that you weren't any good.
you were wrong.
iv.
it took me an hour to muster up the courage to say three little words,
and i still don't know why you stuck around for that long to hear them.
all that hour was
was incoherent mumbling and
choking on tears i couldn't hold back.
i think that hour sums me up pretty well.
v.
i was shaking so hard my bones were rattling
and my ribcage was caving in to suffocate my lungs.
i don't think my
"i'm scared"
did it any justice.
vi.
i
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Literature
small consolation
small consolation
to wish upon a star
why can I never be
where you are
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I'm still alive, this is still a thing. Just not something I use often anymore and probably won't start using anymore often. I guess it's kind of phased out of my life, im kind of moving on doing other things. Probably won't deactivate my account still though.
School takes up so much of my time and most of the time when i have free time I'm too tired to do much with it. I still write, but rarely, and I tend to keep it more to myself.
I wish you all the best in life, peace out.

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It changed xD

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So, after my first semester of college it has changed again. Not sure I feel this is accurate though because a lot of the questions I feel I'm both but can only choose one option.

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What Element Of Harmony Are You?
What Element Of Harmony Are You?
What Type Of Gamer Are You?
What Type Of Gamer Are You?
What Artificial Flavor Are You?
What Artificial Flavor Are You?
I honestly HATE artificial grape flavoring. The only grape candy I will eat are skittles, and don't even try to give me grape soda or koolaid.
What Anime Hair Color Would You Have?
What Anime Hair Color Would You Have?
I bet I would make a sexy anime character ;P
Which Hunger Games District Do You Belong to?
Which Hunger Games District Do You Belong to? On a map of North America separated into the districts, I actually live in 12, so yay~
Which Warrior Clan Would You Be In?
Which Warrior Clan Would You Be In?

What Warrior Cat Are You?
What Warrior Cat Are You?

Which Triforce Do You Hold?
Which Triforce Do You Hold?

What Color Link Are You?
What Color Link Are You?
Ok.....maaaaaaaybeeeeee *nervous laugh*

Which Divergent Faction Are You?
Which Divergent Faction Are You?
Totally saw that coming..

What Disney Villain Are You?
What Disney Villain Are You?
That is so degrading xD I'm not sure if it's right.

Which Disney Fairy Are You?
Which Disney Fairy Are You?
What Type Of Music Are You?
What Type Of Music Are You?

Which Inside Out Emotion Are You?
Which Inside Out Emotion Are You?

What Anime Character Are You?
What Anime Character Are You?

What House of Hogwarts did the Sorting Hat Place You In?
What House of Hogwarts did the Sorting Hat Place You In?


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I'm still alive, this is still a thing. Just not something I use often anymore and probably won't start using anymore often. I guess it's kind of phased out of my life, im kind of moving on doing other things. Probably won't deactivate my account still though.
School takes up so much of my time and most of the time when i have free time I'm too tired to do much with it. I still write, but rarely, and I tend to keep it more to myself.
I wish you all the best in life, peace out.
Chest pain
Heart pain
Mind pain
Head pain

Two are very physical...
The others, weeellll, they can be too.

It's a suffering that comes from
Not knowing what to do.
It's a suffering that comes from
Wondering what is true.

It's a pain that breaks the body,
Breaks the spirit,
Breaks the soul.
It's a pain that leaves one broken,
Hollow, empty,
Less than whole.

It's an aching pain
That leaves one longing,
Longing for relief.
It's a stabbing pain
That leaves one hoping,
Hoping in belief.

Belief that maybe, somehow,
This pain can soon be healed.
But it depends upon the bridges,
Or the walls, inside, we build.
Originally written; April 22, 2017.

But if you only knew...

I want to tell you what hurts my heart so bad;
But it's not in me to leave you feeling sad.
I ignore the pain, to let you live your life.

If only I could tell you...
How much it's killing me inside.
Does anyone ever miss my posting works more often?

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Larathain Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2017
I am glad that you sent me that message, but are you okay?
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Larathain Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2017
...concerned...
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Larathain Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2017
Are you still alive?
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Chris-Motor Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2017
Also, thanks for the llama badge Lol, I really like your poems, keep it up!! :D (Big Grin)  Happy Monstercat Emoticon 
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OreoApocalypse Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Of course ^^ and thanks lol. I'll try xD
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Larathain Featured By Owner May 29, 2017
My yearly check up to make sure you are okay, alive, and well. I hope you have found some measure of happiness. But if not, remember that I am a call or text away, and if not, and a message here will suffice, doesn't for me, but who knows, you are probably different, just send me a note and I will get it sometime. I will try to check periodically, I've been busy with life, my violin, personal art too close to me to share, and dealing with life.
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thebigbass317 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2017  Student Digital Artist
(i know i am late, but shush and take this)

❤ Give this heart to everyone you don't want to lose in "2017" including me if you care. Try to collect 12 it's not easy! Be honest and send this to anyone who made you smile this year.
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shunqer Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2017
Thank you for the Llama! :))
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OreoApocalypse Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome ^^
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HisDarkQueen Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
:love: Thank u so much for the fave!!!
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