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All around me I see others happiness But I have none of my own Sadness burning in my heart And pain inside my chest A void of numbness Is all that's there I'm left here alone In this world of pointlessness Losing feeling of who I used to be Unable to smile Unable to laugh Unable to feel the warmth of others Only the cold chill of nothing

A field this morning glows While beneath the cold river flows Church bell ringing from across town While the sun is ready to follow me down Hold on by yourself Last a little while Love this world With a quiet smile It’s my time to go Grownup eyes in the face of a child Shining out a fever bright candle Lighting up the sky free and wild It was nothing I could handle Hold me in your heart Hold on by yourself Last a little while Love this world With a quiet smile It’s my time to go Bare branches out here scrape the sky I know there’s no reason to cry These times come and go I’ll be down below

I hear a truth, a rising shout I hear the lost crying out I hear the truth, within, without Ain’t no hiding out Shadows are here to call us out I can feel our fears, here they come rising But it don’t matter, our hearts keep burning Keep burning Shadows keep on calling us out We are heroes born Heroes from our darkest time ‘Cause there’s no light way down here We are heroes born Heroes in these darkest times Heroes who rise up above Heroes, oh I know We are heroes born The rest all run, the rest can all hide Heads down, we’ll keep going Not quiet, there ain’t no good night No silence here, we̵

Mines. A majesty of magical might. Ores of austere thought. A pale light within the bright Warmth against a distance wrought Measures. Time. Ostracized by selfish cold A singularity in silent scream Abuse to scar, within to hold The grace and dimming gleam Growing. The spectre of shadows' loom Ghosts of pain-filled memory Wounds that bleed the soul of bloom Listing in pure sincerity Gems of profundity whispering their gleam Alloys smelt of soul Colors blur into the sheen A hammer rings control Sadism. A blacksmith of horror at her work Darkest alloys sharp Lore in luster, profound a perk Music from a harp Notes of night in melody The sou

It’s a sweet life I’m told We give it all To hold us up Now hold me up into the sun and watch me burn I come undone And come apart when all is lost Madness Madness that I believe in A mad world is what we know That won’t give up the beauty that we know A mad world is all we know But still we give it all Nothing to hold me up I try to give and all I get is hurt But its okay I’ll feel faded today Spirits I know I can find some peace In this world Through this world A mad world is what we know That won’t give up the beauty that we know A mad world is all we know But still we give it all Sweetness and build

It hurts, oh gods how the fear tears into me I’d scream, but it’s my weakness to screw me. Silvered brick homes and trees of burning bone Hiding prying eyes, bloody eyes drew me. Across crimson plains, across umbral steppes This burning wind of doubt blows right through me. Rip aside the flesh, toss aside the soft I will be an unfeeling statue me. There’s a thousand empty doors in this land And a hundred thousand hounds that chew me. It’s only when there’s nothing at all left That I’ll break free of failure a new me. So cast it aside, James throw it away The truth is I never really knew me.

A grey day suits me The sky matching to my mind Waiting for a light To break this flat landscaping Bathing us in golden warmth

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pictures of the pain in your book remain someday you will pull them out again discover you still care uncover your heart bare touch the scars of what you feel and know that you are real and know that you are real

I can't tell which I would rather have To be alone forever without any friends Or constantly be betrayed an rejected One hurts a lot forever It never goes away And only gets worse with time The other gives you hope And then crushes it along with your heart Over and over and over again A never ending cycle of pain That's the one I'm in right now And I wonder when it will have gone on long enough Long enough to break me Long enough to kill all of my emotions Until I can't feel anymore I won't be able to smile I won't be able to laugh I won't be able to feel love ever again So which would hurt less? To be alone without a single person to ca